everyone says they're sorry
& they'll be there for you
& they love you.
but when it comes to it,
when you really need someone. . .
no one's there.
they're all gone.
there's other people that could help you,
why's it have to be them?
& everyone thinks that,
so no one helps you,
& you're stuck alone, cold,
& no one cares
& no one's around
& no ones helping you.
they can numb you with medicine,
but then that's not the real you,
& then you're lying to yourself, & everyone else,
& no one knows the real you,
then one day you go off the medicine,
& no one knows you anymore,
& that comfortable numb life you had is gone,
& people leave you again.